Today I heard this song, after the fifth person who came into my life, broke up with me… and I can see now, I’ve been running a hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction for years. I miss those times when the only thing that mattered was God, in those times He was the only thing I had. Now I have so much, but I don’t know where to find God anymore in my life. And people let me down every time, I miss my Lord. I’m a lost sheep, please Lord, find me…
Iv1309 3 weeks ago 3
@Iv1309 God is always there and HE still loves you.
iieeKatey 3 weeks ago 3
@Iv1309 He already found you. You were never gone in his eyes :) it’s time for you to find Him again. It’s time for you to turn 180 degrees anda keep running towards that direction until you see the Man who sacrificed Himself for your sake. Right this moment, I want you to pray. He is waiting for you to find Him. It’s time for you to go back to His arms. He loves you :)
miyazaki720 3 weeks ago 5
@Iv1309 know that you are being prayed for right now. I just watched this video on Youtube now for the first time and saw your note. I have to respond. God has a plan for you, a plan for good and NOT for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. this was the scripture that came to mind for you, from Jeremiah 29:11. God hears you and sees you, and I pray that you reach out to Him - He is waiting for you with open arms.
hodge49canada 2 weeks ago 20
@hodge49canada Thank you… I’m crying, because yesterday I made another mistake in my life, and it’s feeling like I’m even more steps away from God…
But I will try, try to reach out to Him. I don’t want to make this kind of mistakes anymore in my life. :’(
Iv1309 2 weeks ago
@Iv1309 God has every tear that you have cried. Accept his grace and his love. Ask God to change your heart so you will make wise choices you cannot change in your own strength and willpower - it has to come from Him. I know from my own experience. Draw close to God he will draw close to you. read the story of the prodigal son - the prodigal son is us, and God is the father who is so happy to see his returning son, his son was forgiven immediately. We will keep praying for you.
hodge49canada 2 weeks ago
@Iv1309 Reach out to God…put faith in him above all else. He loves you. I have had the same feelings you have…have questioned if God still has a place for me…..but, when I ask for help…when I talk to God, I am filled with the Peace I have been searching for, so I am positive that he still has a place for me. Embrace the peace of that truth. He has a place for you. No more steps away from God…run to him.
mybutterflies123 1 week ago
@Iv1309 Romans 10:17 ”So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.” This scripture means that our faith is built and concreted through the holy word of God. Study the Word and know with every letter Jesus is speaking faith into your life. Keep in daily conversation with Jesus because He is your best friend and He alone shall never forget or forsake you, Deuteronomy 4:31. Allow the Holy Ghost to come into your life and comfort you. Acts 2:38 Much love
BURNTicePRODUCTIONS 2 weeks ago 2
@Iv1309 Many people will come in and out of your lives and sometimes that happens to people but think that God wouldnt put those people in your life for no reason. God has a plan and when those people come in and out of your life it helps you discover who you really are and just pray to God because he is with you every step of the way. they said this in my church even if you walk hundreds of miles away God is just one step away and tahts all it takes is to go that one step to be in Gods Kingdom
lesiss123456 6 days ago
@Iv1309 And God is there with his arms opened wide and his arms will always be open he is calling you to join him in his kingdom. your his child and you will always have God in your life hes there with you right now and every where you go so dont be afraid or nervous to talk to him because he will give you the answers to your prayers you just gotta look for what they are and when they are found you will be amazed on how powerful God really is. Ill be praying that it all works out for you so dont
lesiss123456 6 days ago
@Iv1309 give up :)
lesiss123456 6 days ago
”—On a Casting Crowns music video, “Can Anybody Here Her.” Saw this, a woman wrote about how bad things were going and got some great responses that I know were of God/Jesus/Yeshua/My Savior. Individual quotes are credited to their authors listed under their posts.
I feel so overwhelmed recently! The juicing hasn’t added any stress, just taken over the normal stress that came with the “what are we going to eat?” problem. Now the problem is not - want me to make noodles or you to get some fast food, but which veggie/fruit are we gonna use? So it mixes things up a bit, I guess thats good. I think sleeping so late has really cut into my day a bunch, also on some days swimming twice a day and showing birds often has eaten up my time.
Major tasks: game dev, birds, inventory, organizing my house and Keith’s house and the backyard, house hold care, on top of the daily eating, cooking (or juicing!), and taking care of Keely. Plus I want to sew up some more clothes which is needed and fun, catch up on my tv shows (the most important one, right), learn to drive (or not), and just do nothing occasionally. I hope I can lose some weight, so I have more energy and be able to get stuff taken care of.
So juice to health, health to energy and strength, energy to accomplishments, accomplishments to success!
Ahh, I missed blogging yesterday with Tumblr down. But here we are to save the day, I mean juice the day! So yesterday, I got really hungry after we drank a banana smoothie, it had other things like oranges but we couldn’t taste the other stuff just the nanner, which was fine because it was yummy. We added the ice in a blender after juicing the lemons and stuff with he bananas and then stirred it all together in a pitcher and shared it with our mom. We were reading that bananas are great for juice fasting but they can make you hungry after because of their consistency. Yet other places I have read say bananas curb appetite, so who knows. I just know the smoothie was satisfying then made me want some real foods.
And tiny oranges~ Is what made up our second juice today! We decided to make each juice as we wanted juice and not before hand, unless necessary. Also we are making individual portions instead of mass juicing. Keith has also helped me today which makes it SOOOOO much easier to do and I thank him for the help in this juicy endeavor. So right now I am blogging and drinking my ‘Vitamin C Boost’ and want to go exercise. I also want to sit here and get some work done and stop blogging at my patented snails pace. But I can’t hav eit both ways, or can I? Muahahah.
Well I am about to close down after blogging and watching and reading my brothers blogs and such and logging fasting points! When I remembered I had forgotten to weigh myself or Keith. Fortunately, we don’t get points for weighing or weight loss or how much or how little we drink of juice or water. We thought that it would be to stressing, demanding, competitive, unhealthy, and off-set to compete for pounds lost, amount of calories, etc. As my brother and I are different heights, genders, with different metabolisms, and health issues, so this is just a friendly competition with no real goals other than to track our progress and share it with friends and family. Which all adds a dash of incentive, other than…
So day two is coming to a close and sweet unconscious slumber will be very much welcomed. I did another random juice today and it included, cucumber, zucchini, red cabbage, leek, grape, and kiwis. I believe it would have been very good if not for the leek which was very overpowering. So I made a second juice with the rest of the oranges, plums, apples, and nectarines, which was nto very good nor did it cover up the leeks. After a few hours the first juice did taste better and not smell so pungent, but the leek left a horrible after tase worse than that of aspartame. So I was not very happy with that, then mother to the rescue to find us some books for juicing and gave us some juicing tips. Hopefully we can tolerate my over done juice attempts and make something edible!
Well the second juice tastes like bannans and beets, which is quite good. The juice actually contains, broccoli, parsley, beets, apples, bananas, lemons, limes, and white peaches. Have not have the chance to exercise this day but today is kind of different. Been ok with the urge to eat, but have had to catch myself a few times to not snack on something that was laying about. So for the remander of my day my goal is to drink my nanner-beet juice, finish taking care of the birds, video blog if possible, and work on Zombiegone. Tomorrow will hopefully consist of me juicing enough in the morning for the rest of the day, exercising in the evening, and watching some shows with the mommys.
For my little juice competition with keithfast, aka, my older brother we are competing for points gather through blogging and exercising and such the rules and point are as follows.
1 vlog pre day: 10 points; No added points for extra face time.
1st blog: 10 points 2nd blog: 5 Points No added points for extra typing exercises after the first two.
1st Tweet: 5 points No added points for extra bird calls.
1st & 2nd 8 ounces of water: 5 points No added pinots for extra liquid love.
Per 20 minute exercise: 20 points.
Per 40 minute exercise: 50 points.
Per 60 minute exercise: 75 points. Only one exercise a day adds points for any time length.
Every day we also have to records weight and each meal.
Weakly picture update minimum.
After the first two weeks we will decide if we will continue the fast another full week. Until we feel it’s time to wean back onto solid food. We hope to switch to a healthier diet then the one we stopped last night to start the fast today. Which our diet as of yesterday consisted of: butter fried turkey sausage; prepackage fried hash browns; and cheese cover eggs for breakfast. Leftover fast food for lunch and with nothing left to eat, as we have not gotten any more food in preparation for this juice fast, a turkey sandwich, a large root beer and three boxes of gummy candies.
Made a cherry, celery, cucumber, orange, and lemon juice fest. Is taste mostly like celery with cherries. It took far longer this first time then I had hope, but I am sure the juicing process with get faster. My hands are all stained red from pitting the cherries, and while I was working with the cherries it looked as though I was murdering some poor animal and chopping it up! At least that is one of the thoughts I had while juicing the little red buggers.